Oh, we'll only watch an hour. It's 10:00. We watched 7 hours. I hurt. I missed out on other things. I felt empty. My life's door was shut and locked. I have a massive tension headache. I'm going to bed now and listen for remote heartbeats and breathing. And dream. Comfort and peace.
Day: June 9, 2022
The Presence of God in My Life
I am not an atheist. Atheism is a belief system. Not mine. I don't follow any religious practices at all, in fact. If I believe in anything, it is that which makes us who we are. Call it science, logic, nature, whatever written word satisfies you. My word of choice and all its incarnations is …
The World is not a Happy Place
I'm feeling this deeply today. Steven Tyler is an old friend. He just doesn't remember those days much. I'm glad I still do. There's somethin' wrong with the world todayI don't know what it isSomething's wrong with our eyes We're seein' things in a different wayAnd God knows it ain't hisIt sure ain't no surprise …
TV Series Night
What a relief! Last night we binged on some of our favorite police procedural series. My husband was excited about his missing memory meaning that we could watch these as if they were new to us - and we did. Because he was so excited, I ended up AWOL here from maybe 2:00 on. Now …
Fumble Fingers
At about 3:00 or so, my eyes popped open. Sometimes I just sense something, like a remote yawn or stretch, someone not in the room there, touching me, breathing...it is often very comforting and I can easily go back to sleep, smiling. Sometimes Gizzie climbs on my chest and nuzzles my face purring. That is …