God

The pain is palpable. I can't even explain it properly. Something fell. It may have been me. God will help me through this. I have faith. I have learned over time to listen to Him and refrain from second-guessing. He can always help you. Let him. Never doubt what He will do for you.

I Cried Inside

Oh, we'll only watch an hour. It's 10:00. We watched 7 hours. I hurt. I missed out on other things. I felt empty. My life's door was shut and locked. I have a massive tension headache. I'm going to bed now and listen for remote heartbeats and breathing. And dream. Comfort and peace.